It's been awhile since we have blogged

Well I know it has been awhile since we have last blogged, particularly since so many of our family and friends are on facebook and myspace, and I find both of their sites easier to post pictures for some odd reason. But anyway, all has been well although Scott has got himself one heck of a cold. Not sure what it is but, it is not going away. I sit here so saddened about a family I do not even know and never heard of until today. A family who were living in Md. were all found dead, 3 kids(two little boys and a 2 ear old little girl) their mom and father. Apparently a murder-suicide carried out by their own father.

Please do not mistake me as I blog this I am not putting judgement on anyone just blogging my heartache and sadness. I know in this economic crisis we are facing that some are being affected alot worse then others, some are truly feeling it, losing their jobs and many recent events families also. This is like the 5 or 6th father that has felt the need to take a entire families life for some reason or other but I will and do not understand. If a adult loses their job why must we take the lives of the innocent????

Why??? As I read her blog on this very site and how she blogged about her family and moving and adjusting, all I could do is cry. I feel for all of her and his family, friends, coworkers, neighbors, etc.... The heart break they must be going through, no one should have deal with such a tragedy but it is happening more and more lately. All of these bad things lately makes me worried about raising my daughter in this scary world. I wish that help could be found for these fathers that feel the need to not only take their lives but the rest of the family with them. Sometimes I feel like I need to shield myself from the news or the Internet since lately it is bad, but I also need to educate myself on what is going on in the world whether it be bad or good. We have all been affected by this change in economy but money should not be the factor in whether we live or die. Awh, I could go on & on. Well I need to go to bed, I have work tomorrow, which I dread, I wish I could be a SAHM but until the economy gets better and we can sell our house, it looks like that is not going to happen. So I wake up and go to a place I hate anymore and have to miss my fussy for 2-3 days a week. Who would have known. But I guess I should feel blessed that we both have jobs today anyway cause you never know what is going to happen tomorrow, we have or beautiful Addison, each other, and great family and friends who love and support us in every way. We are blessed.